In a Black Hole

Not feeling well today, slept for 12+ hours. Want to go back to bed! But I must adult today. As badly as I don’t want to, I think I am going to go for a short run. Try to get my head right, the fiance is leaving for work in a few hours. So I’ve got til then to start feeling more like a human! 

I hate how I never know what, when or how this crap happens and creeps in to land at my feet….. it’s like, hahahahaha I got you! You aren’t allowed to feel normal for too long. I have to put you in your place, so here be depressed today! 

I hate not being able to function, I’ve been up for 3 hrs now and still haven’t had the energy to shower or get dressed. All I want is to cuddle up under all my heavy quilts and just be cozy, comfortable and go back to sleep. 

 There are so many different things I should be doing. Washing dishes, doing laundry, mopping the floors. But yall know what, its doubtful it’ll get done today. And yall know what eelse, that’s OK! Because luckily I did all those things yesterday….Yeah, while I felt normal! 

So here goes nothing….

Off to run! Then shower.


5 thoughts on “In a Black Hole

  1. I really don’t know how it is when there is a mental disorder present or diagnosed. But I think that pretty much everyone feels that way too. It’s just that sometimes others tend to shrug it off and think of it as just another mood swing or whatever. But, I highly care about people who have a mental disorder. I think it’s a serious thing that others should really care. But anyway, I hope you are well already. And whenever you need someone to listen to you, I’m an email/chat away. 🙂


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