Disaster in the Making

I am not able to get to my Dr’s appointment. This isn’t what I had in mind when I planned this Dr’s appointment. It just sucks and feels like its getting worse and worse. My life is a mess right now, probably going to have to move in the near fututre…

I wished I could just rewind life, and go back to when life was simpler and more fun. Adulthood isn’t all it is cracked up to be. I miss the old days, when I was carefree and not so stressed. I miss who I used to be! Yet I can’t seem to find that person at this moment.    

This is not how I envisioned my year going!

I am not a patient person, especially when my world is crumbling around me! I am not sure how much more I can take…This disaster is getting the better of me at this moment. And I can’t continue living my life this way. Like a tornado came out of left field, and is blowing my whole world to bits and pieces right now. So here I sit pondering where I should go from here.

I can’t imagine my life moving forward right now. I’m stuck in a big rut, and can’t see the light at the end of the tunnel….Actually, it feels like it’s growing more and more distant. 

So goodbye for now! 

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2 thoughts on “Disaster in the Making

  1. What doctor appointment? Physical or therapist? You got to get in to see someone. Maybe need a medication adjustment. Been there, done that! When you say move, do you mean location or splitting up? When I was going through my depression, my hubby was so patient and understanding. But, could tell it was wearing on him. The partner or caregiver can go through a lot. I know that now because he now has Leukemia and CIDP. You got to get in somewhere. Please!

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    1. I’ve got to go, at the risk of ending up in jail…I’ll be ok, it’s just a speed bump in this road called life. Thanks for the concern! I’m going to leave for the dr now.

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