Disaster in the Making

I am not able to get to my Dr’s appointment. This isn’t what I had in mind when I planned this Dr’s appointment. It just sucks and feels like its getting worse and worse. My life is a mess right now, probably going to have to move in the near fututre…

I wished I could just rewind life, and go back to when life was simpler and more fun. Adulthood isn’t all it is cracked up to be. I miss the old days, when I was carefree and not so stressed. I miss who I used to be! Yet I can’t seem to find that person at this moment.    

This is not how I envisioned my year going!

I am not a patient person, especially when my world is crumbling around me! I am not sure how much more I can take…This disaster is getting the better of me at this moment. And I can’t continue living my life this way. Like a tornado came out of left field, and is blowing my whole world to bits and pieces right now. So here I sit pondering where I should go from here.

I can’t imagine my life moving forward right now. I’m stuck in a big rut, and can’t see the light at the end of the tunnel….Actually, it feels like it’s growing more and more distant. 

So goodbye for now!